My mind was racing with all the bad things that could happen on my date with Traci.
On the other hand my mind was racing with thoughts that told me I was wasting my time on a relationship. I need to spend all my waking hours thing about making money and work. I need to be productive. Worrying about someone to spend my life with was selfish. Computer city had problems and I should be helping with those.
So I was of two minds on the subject of my date with Traci. i don’t know why but, ever since I can remember i have thought work is a better use of my time than relationships.
I once read in a book about a screenwriter who thought work was a stupid waste of time. I do not share that opinion. But, there must be people in computer city who believe that.
I do tend to over work myself. I think that people will notice and compliment me. Someone did call me a hard worker once. How did it make me fee? No different.
So I don’t know why I worry about being a hard worker of people thinking of me as a hard worker.
Wait a minute how did I get to talking about that? This is supposed to be about my first date with Traci.